Thing that i've been change

            Don't know what happen to me , it seem that i had change a lot and it not a good but all change to worst . Last time i can control my temper but now i dun know why that i can easy get angry when something small goes wrong , i really scare that i will not happy like last time and i dun wan that . I wan to be happy always and make all my surrounding people happy but not to see my angry at them . It is i sudden lost all my friend ? Or maybe this is really who i am ? I really had to angry someone because it not feel good ... I really miss the christopher that always smile and make other people happy , will you come back ?