Thing that i've been change

            Don't know what happen to me , it seem that i had change a lot and it not a good but all change to worst . Last time i can control my temper but now i dun know why that i can easy get angry when something small goes wrong , i really scare that i will not happy like last time and i dun wan that . I wan to be happy always and make all my surrounding people happy but not to see my angry at them . It is i sudden lost all my friend ? Or maybe this is really who i am ? I really had to angry someone because it not feel good ... I really miss the christopher that always smile and make other people happy , will you come back ?

Chinese New year eve MOrning

            I don't know what happen to me , sudden feel nothing to write on blog ... My mind was empty , Haiz... Long time did't drawing already , i think is my time to draw back . Wait after CNY if u wan to see my art again lah =P ...

18 dec 2012

            Today not really got much thing say but don't know why i feel like wanna write something on blog . Actually today we are planning to go somewhere because she wanna to do skin care eh but last minute she told me that she not feeling so well and also the appointment has been delay because the boss got dinner tonight so change the date . Lucky i still cancel off my tuition because i promise her i will bring her go that why i plan to cancel off my tuition just to bring her go . After that she also plan that on 29th Jan , we are going to miao hui so i also say yes to her and also we are bring her grandma go because she say her grandma like to go this kind of place and i also agree with it , it make me think back that my grandma also like to go this kind of place but last time i don't knw how to drive until now i dun have any chance because my grandma had already go to some where that are far far away from here . I really miss my grandma a lot , i still remember when i was still a kid she always bring me go wherever she go ... I really miss you Grandma =P

Happy And Sad thing come to me

            Hmmm... what should i say 1st ? The good thing or the bad thing ? People always will listen to bad thing then good thing last because happy thing will make us forget the bad thing . Since the traditional like that then I will just follow it lah ! It had been a lot time that i did't msg her due to some reason but she sudden msg me on 15th night and told me that she break with "Him" already , at that time i dun know wan to do what because i still angry her until that morning . Then i ask her what the reason she break with Him and she say ... ( sry , i cant tell that ) , after that i ask her did she know that i'm angry her ? Then she told me that yes , she knew that i was angry at her due to the reason . After that we chatting each other , then we went to bed because we both have work yesterday morning .
            Yesterday morning was my 1st day working so i prepared very early and make myself look good then i left home to work . On the way i go to work , i received a msg which i never aspect but yes i received one . She send me a msg and say " Huat Ar " and " jia you " for me , that time i really touch because she is the one make me sad for few days and she also the person who make me felt so touch , i really don't know what should i do . When i reach my working place , i found out that "my boss" already found a replacement teacher to replace we both and the reason is she did't work at the 1st day then "my boss" though that i also won't go to work also , that time i really felt very sad and the 1st person that i wanna tell is she so i msg her and told her that i've been fired .
            After that i really dun know want to do what , i drove in the road for few round only go back because i dun know how to tell my parent that i've been fired . Lucky when i reached home , no one was at home . Few hours later my dad come back and ask me why i did't go to work so i told him everything , that time i really scare that my dad will scold me because he does not agree me to work at 1st place but lucky he did't scold me and ask me go back room to take a rest . During evening , i receive her msg again with surprise because she should be working at that time , i asked her why sudden will msg me and she replied me that she were bored so we both keep chat until nite . During the night i received another msg that i never aspect that i will receive which is her bf , and it say he sry to me because he did't told me that they were in relation for past  few month but i did't shock because i knew that since long time ago . He also ask me to take good care of her  , that moment i really dun know want to say what already .
            Between this few days , a lot thing had been change but what i can sure is there are 1 thing that will never been change that is i still who i am no matter how the world turn .

Trust

A broken trust is like a broken glass , once it broke it will never turn back like the old one . It will leave us a scar , this few days someone had make me angry or maybe sad . Because someone had broke the promise , i really sad... Guys , don't ever make a promise if you cant do it .